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May 4th, 2005
04:15 pm - I promise to stick to it too....
If you are interested please leave me your address. Not email, snail mail.
i want to write people little letters and send cute cards or things.
All those interested drop a line.
Thank you.
PS I miss Athens and going to shows and a few other things.
maybe things will slow down soon.
*crosses fingers
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April 6th, 2005
05:07 pm - who's got a update?
sarah's got an update.
just so everyone out there knows, I am turning 21 on saturday.
if you feel like a trip to atlanta, these be the plans.
9pm dinner at cafe tu tu tango in buckhead. it's right off peachtree and there is free parking in a deck right next to it.
1130pm ish, we will be going out to one/several of the bars around town.
You are welcome to attend. If you are thinking about coming for dinner, please call me on friday or so and let me know. four-zero-four. seven-two-three. ten-sixty one. if you are under 21 beware. I would love to see everyone and have a great time out but atlanta's a tad bit harder on the ol' fake ids. but dinner at the tango promises to be fun because my friend works there and says they are required to make a big deal out of birthdays.
yay party!
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March 28th, 2005
12:50 am - well isn't that special
I got my first birthday present tonight after easter eatin'. Chocolate diamond earrings with white gold danglies and diamonds at the bottom. Not super hot in the box but fabulouso on my ears. I think I upset my parents because they weren't hot in the box so I wasn't super excited right away. I loved them after I tried them on and said thank you a million times. hmm.
two weeks til 21.
fabulous.
party planning, dog running, reservation making, cold fighting.
busy day tomorrow.
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February 28th, 2005
01:10 am
how do you cure puppy hiccups?
boy i wish i knew.
i have class way too early tomorrow morning. the rain won't help me at all.
i'll be soggy all day.
i hear the drowned rat look is in.
sorry i wasn't up for the video... i passed out around 4 after work and just couldn't get up a 630 like necessary. I hope it works out fantastically. I can't wait to see.
bedtime.
wish i had a cigarette.
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February 24th, 2005
09:46 pm
I really have nothing much to say.
But I figured I'd put a little Sarah info up for all of you who've been dying for it.
which is no one. i won't lie.
School is good. Work sucks. Life is fine. I'm having fun for the most part.
I think I'm going to be painting again soon. There is this bar that I frequent that has art on the walls. and what is there now, blows. I won't lie. I don't even think i'm anything amazing but this stuff is shit. So I spouted off about how much better I could do. And I think I will actually do it. Because I need a me project. Everything that I am doing now, except for my manager's' business card, is for school. So I want to do something for myself. And if I can get it out there and maybe make some money or something, that's always sweet.
Another really awesome thing I'm involved in is for my Conceptual Thinking class. There is a smoke stack downtown. The company that owns it wants to redesign it to be an international symbol of brotherhood and things of that nature. We are all working on it but my idea was heavily discussed in class tonight. It made me feel good. So I am going to work on it and expand it and hopefully win, I mean, make something pretty cool. I have a lot of research to do though because I have some other ideas that might be incorporable.
Um, what was I going to say?
Oh, my dog likes to poop in the house and that is pissing me off. We will be working on that intently soon.
And I think I'm going to live with JJ in the fall. If he'll do it. Jerk. I just think he doesn't want to live in the same complex as Erika cause she'll be over all the time. Like she doesn't visit him in Athens all the time now anyway. Whatever. But it would be super cool to live in a loft and with JJ cause he's fun and has tons of stuff cause his family is loaded. Ha. that sounds shallow. But JJ's my boy so I'm allowed to say it.
Well I guess that's pretty much all for now.
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February 15th, 2005
11:29 am - For Valentine's Day, kinda
Stupid read-only mode kept me from this til today.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
Write for example, 'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'
The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.
Through nights like this one I held her in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.
She loved me, sometimes I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.
Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her. To feel that I have lost her.
To hear immense night, still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew to a pasture.
What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.
This is all. In the distance someone is singing. In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
My sight searches for her as though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.
The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to touch her hearing.
Another's. She will be another's. Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body. Her infinite eyes.
I no longer love her, that's certain, but maybe I love her.
Love is short, forgetting is so long.
Because through nights like this one I held her in my arms
my soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.
Though this be the last pain that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.
"Tonight I Can Write" by Pabloe Neruda
My manager made me read this and I thought it was absolutely beautiful so I am sharing.
Last night was fun. Thank you music and people I haven't seen in a while. I had a wonderful time.
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February 10th, 2005
12:22 am - A Pretty Girl Never Lights Her Own Cigarette
Not much to say really. Life's been kinda dull. I'm having fun don't get me wrong but I haven't really done anything in a while.
I think I need to not hang out with work people as much. They just always do the same things. And it's starting to bore me.
Thank God for Wednesdays.
Fado. Trivia. Fun.
One of these days my team will win. Hey, there are only two of us on it you've gotta give us some time.
Do you know what European country has the longest border with Russia?
I do. and it is Finland.
I was written in the books as a genius tonight because of that. It's just too easy these days I guess.
So, I have a little problem. And I don't know how to deal with it. I don't want to be mean but every time I'm nice things get nuts. It's really weird. Have I always had this power? how do I make it work for me?
well i have an early day tomorrow, apparently.
I'm out!
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February 8th, 2005
03:55 pm - well hello dello...
Seems like it's been um a good two weeks since I last hit this thing up with anything worth saying. Not that I really have anything worth saying right now. School's going well, a lot of in class stuff keeps me from long nights of homework. I like that.
Work is sameold sameold. I love being in the know. "you're fired!" cause you suck and you are a little bit slutty. I suppose they can't tell her that's why they are firing her right? Maybe she's bad for employee morale? That works.
I bought the pup this awesome monkey toy. he ate all the stuffing out of it today. oops.
So I have had my computer/ipod combo for about six months now. I'm just now, like right now, sitting down to try and finish putting all my music on here. That's ridiculous.
Anyone going to the Vagina Monologues next weekend? I think I"ll be up with girls from work.
Anyone going to the Le Tigre show in atlanta? I think I'll be there with a girl from work.
um, there is more that I could say, but i'm kinda running out of steam.
I smoke too many cigarettes. don't tell my mother.
Talked to Matt last night. Been a while. It was nice. Too bad I was sleepy from three Van Gogh Pineapple with a splash of cran's. Best drink ever made I swear. Anywho, I'm very happy for him right now. He's getting a lot of him together and that's great. He also might start djing for 88.5. He'll love that.
I'm throwing it out here now.... My birthday, 21st, is April 9th. That is a Saturday. I plan to go out to dinner in atlanta and then dance the night away in Buckhead. This is my invite to all of you who feel like that is something you'd like to do. Obviously dinner is for everyone, dancing is 21 and up. Just let me know. I already have my dress. I just need shoes. and like dinner reservations and stuff but I have a while.
I'm gone!
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January 28th, 2005
03:53 pm
My nose piercing comes out with the greatest of ease. Who recovered like lightning? I did. Like two months they said it could take. Two weeks bitches!
In other news, I think i finally accomplished that which I decided that I might want to accomplish. Unfortunately, it had the results that I was kind of not expected but also hoping for at the same time. Yeah. I know. That's plain as day. Haha.
Anywho, the freezing rain has begun. Intermezzo never closes. Even when noone comes in. I worked the hurricane. I will now be working ICE STORM 2005!!!
Maybe we will all just get drunk cause we won't have anything else to do.
Yeah that would be super.
Word of advice, Four Dollar Margaritas are definately not all they are cracked up to be.
But I didn't have a hangover. Oh Aquafina!
Random sentance here. Crazy backwards descrition there. That about covers all I ever put in my posts so I think I'll wrap this one up.
Athens Saturday night for We Versus is definately being considered. Anyone want to eat some food beforehand?
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January 22nd, 2005
02:03 pm
Yeah so who doesn't like to get a little drunk and emo huh? Definately not me. I just honestly had the weirdest day yesterday that ended with a few things I would've preferred to not have encountered. But today is a new day and I'm going to get that dirt off my shoulder and act accordingly.
Things at work have just gotten strained. And they shouldn't be. So I'm not going to let them be.
I think all the school and work is getting to be too much. If I can run away for a couple of days in the near future I think i might do it. Anyone want to go with me?
My dog humps too much for having been neutered.
So I'm reaading He's Just Not That Into You, and it's making me cynical. With all the games that boys play to have to avoid actually breaking up or just admitting that they don't like you, it seems that there isn't anything they say would be true, ever. It's really ridiculous. I suppose it will help to avoid the bad boys and whatnot but i can definately only read a little bit at a time.
Well I am bored and I am watching the most ridiculous movie on USA. What a wonderful Saturday afternoon.
PS If you are in a scary movie, and you walk off into the woods saying "I shouldn't be doing this!" you deserve to die. That is all.
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04:47 am
If I've ever needed anything, it's complete reassurance in who I am right now. I don't what has happened to me in the past couple of days but I would most definately not call it normal. I had a panic attack (mild) at work tonight and almost quit in the middle of a shift. The night got easier, and the tips got bigger but my mood definately got worse.
I'm slightly a mess.
Talk to at your own will.
I've never needed a hug more in my life.
Happy now?
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January 10th, 2005
04:47 pm - This morning
I don't know if it was the sleepiness, the slight hangover (don't ask why I was drinking on a Sunday), or the words my professor was saying but let me just say Print Production made me tingle today. I can't wait for this quarter to get down to business. I think I will be doing the coolest things by far. All of your other classes pale in comparison to how fun my are. Ha.
No, no, I'm sure you have good classes too, mine are just so exciting.
Night class in an hour and ten minutes. Delicious. I like night classes. I really do. You can be crazy and no one says anything cause it's late. woot.
Hope everyone else had a wonderful first day.
Current Mood: tittilating
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January 9th, 2005
09:21 pm
My brother leaves for Iraq in less that 30 minutes.
This is his second time going.
They've extended his time in the Marines for 3 months (unvoluntarily) so he can go.
Fuck.
I don't know what to do with myself right now.
Fuck.
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03:59 pm
So where's the back to school party at? I need a party. This break was a bust. Well, I mean it had it's good points. Had it's bad points. Had it's hard to remember points, we like those. But I just want to get away from the ATL for a little downhome fun. If you can call Athens downhome fun. It's been a long day.
I'm very indecisive today. Like, I think I might be hungry for a few minutes, and then I'm not. What the fuh?
I met winston's mom the other day. That was fun. she's nice
I am looking forward to this quarter. It's probably going to kick my butt but I'm kind of ready for a good challenge. Something to keep me from getting into trouble. Not bad trouble but boy trouble. Which I guess can be the worst kind of trouble there is. Sorry to the boys that read this.
After winter quarter. I turn 21. Won't that be fun? I won't even really be able to enjoy it. Shitty.
Well i think i'm going to take the pup for a drive and find some food.
sounds about right.
Current Music: "linus and lucy" -Built to Spill
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November 10th, 2004
04:56 pm - Hey everyone should totally go here
www.superchargeyourgame.com
and enter to win
and donate and stuff
it's for a good cause
and i'm a sucker for helping out certain people. namely, nevermind.
just do it. i want to be in athens soon. next friday by the latest.
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November 3rd, 2004
04:56 pm
Last night I pretended I was a puppy. I sat under my desk and watched the rain. I hid under the bed and chewed on my toys when the thunder got too loud.
Puppies have it easy.
Nothing worries them.
Except the occasional flea.
I've been feeling kind of weird lately. I think I need a break from things. I'm not overwhelmed, well with work and school anyways. This is in no means me whining. I just wanted to through it out there in case someone else can tell me that I should just come visit them and sing songs or talk about hats. Something like that.
Weekend is about to come and be gone.
So is my first quarter at AIA.
I love school time. It makes everything faster.
I'm looking into making a huge disgusting purchase of something I don't need. As soon as I can afford it. Even though I think the true way to do it is not to be able to afford it. Who wants to help me go deeper into debt.
I'm going to have to ask the Jewish boy at work what shiksa means. I'm sure my spelling is wrong. And I'm pretty sure it means non-Jewish girl.
I heard it on Seinfeld.
I watched an important race last night, who's going to win He's A Lady. I needed some planned idiocy to block out the idiocy of America.
I'm addicted to crosswords. It's troublesome at times. Keeps me from things. "I'm sorry I can't go out I'm finishing number 305"
See what I mean, weird?
Current Mood: flash!
Current Music: i've gotta take pictures for class
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October 25th, 2004
12:24 am - I'm sitting here in your hoodie
And I wish that I didn't know what I know.
You are the bravest, most selfless, best big brother a girl could ever have.
It's hard to believe that you've done what you've done but there doesn't see, to be any other choice.
This defines you.
It defines you well.
I am behind you one hundred percent.
I am here when you need me.
I wish there was more that I could do.
You realize that we've only become to be friends in the grand scheme of things.
This means that you will be returning because there is so much more we need to do together.
You owe me a tattoo.
Truth conquors.
And so do you.
I will see you soon.
I realize this is a little premature, but my brother's going back to Iraq in February. I am the only person he has told so far. I'm the only one that will probably know that it was completely his decision. There is a lot behind this decision. He's not just wanting to go "blow shit up" he has a purpose and needs to be there. I can't even begin to discuss how I feel right now.
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October 2nd, 2004
04:16 pm - it's about that time
I start school on wednesday.
I'm excited, but i want to have my new 'do by then. I don't know if i'll have time (read: money) to get it done. We'll see.
Everything otherwise is good i suppose.
Been in a funk lately.
It's starting to effect certain things, I think.
I've just begun to stress over stuff that hasn't even happened yet. I really need to take some time and breathe and think things over before I rush one way or the other.
I just wish this shit was simplified, is all.
Where the "Life for Dummeies" book? I'd buy it.
Oh well, I hope everyone is enjoying their game day. i'm cleaning house and then going to work, Woot, I know. At least I can listen to the game while is dust etc.
I'll be up next weekend for some amount of time. Call me if you want to see me.
Current Mood: scrubbing bubbles
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September 25th, 2004
04:09 pm - Uh oh
My livejournal's got baby's momma drama. Sort of. I read something that I kind of suppose I shouldn't have but he also kind of knew that I probably would.
And now I feel like I shouldn't have. And now I feel like an asshole.
But if I remedy the situtation, he'll know what I've done. and he won't be able to enjoy the moment.
All I have to say is if I can find your nose blowing noises adorable, you know it's love.
Kinda like.... "make all boy moose go 'whaaaaaaaa' " haha.
I'll explain that if you care.
I thought this was supposed to be easy.
Livejournal is most definately not for lovers.
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September 24th, 2004
11:48 am - I'm so bored here
I'm at my parent's house for the weekend. Watching the dogs. It's boring as shit. So I've decided to play with my hair, mentally.
I know I need to cut it, but maybe not a lot. I think I might get a little longer. We'll see.
But now the important question for all those that love me and want me to look my hottest. I'm thinking either a dark cherry color or that blue black color that is in one of the Garnier 100% commercials. I think the darker reddish would look nice because we already know that red is fun. But I think the blue black would be a crazy switch up and might look kind of awesome with my eyes.
I will be thinking this over. You do the same, please. Thank you.
I miss you kids in Athens, working all the time makes life boring.
School in two weeks.
Current Music: the sounds
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